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More lies

I ate a real meal today, and a piece of chocolate and I purged. My knuckles on my right hand are raw from purging and I’m explaining it away as a bad reaction to the henna I got recently. I’m disgusted with myself , but I just feel so freaking fat. I don’t want to lose my weight loss progress. 

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2 thoughts on “More lies

  1. The important thing is that you ate! 🙂 That’s huge! I struggle with eating issues too so I can sort of understand, but of course, under different circumstances. Keep on trying. Remember, it’s not about the end result, but the journey. As long as you try every day to be a little better than the day before, that’s what matters. I just found your blog but I wish you the best and am looking forward to more posts. Thank you for sharing! 😀

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